Thursday, June 4, 2015

shes a flower child from moon


you are the ocean
the ocean inside a drop
crashing waves of emotion
caressing  your toes 
tides rolling and receding
you watch your dreams roll away.        


oh you zig zag wanderer
looking for an answer
you mountain queen
hiking down the valley of flowers
you little mermaid
skinny dipping in the river
wild and lonely
detached and free

shes a flower child from moon
her world is subtle
her world is miraculous 


you know your fears are drops
drops in the ocean
you watch them  fadeaway
leaving you calm

shes a flower child from moon
oh she is the sunshine
she reflects the moon.




oh you zig zag wanderer
looking for an answer
you mountain queen
hiking down the valley of flowers
you little mermaid
skinny dipping in the river


shes a flower child from moon
her world is subtle
her world is miraculous 
oh she is the sunshine
she reflects the moon.




vicious circle


you were 
cold 
cold and glossy


i crawled 

i crawled in
pale 
pale and disgruntled


together we planned
alone you fought 
victory was ours
deal was closed
your tiresome eyes
my selfish habit
blinded by greed


dropped you                                  

poured bourbon over                                               

Sipped 

Savored
i watched you 
watched you melt
i  watched you meltdown

you were  gone


i felt cheery


i crawled 

i crawled out.

i am on my way
leaving you behind
guilt is growing 
am tangled up
in this circle
a bloody vicious circle





Monday, July 21, 2014

in town (dated - 10th december ,2013)

 rambling  in and around the town
 observing 
and wondering
 feeling the  dark reality
shining colourful  neon lights
  teens got dilated pupils
beautiful hustlers in fancy red car
peddlers  looking for a  deal
smokers and drunkards all around
 this is a very  plastic world
this is a very  plastic world




am tracing my way to the river
With Blooming  large Water lilies
 Wondering  what kept them afloat
The flowers are white in the first night
 Pink in the second
Heavily scented by beetles

my  great grandma was a hippie
and  my granpa  was  a gypsy
lived on the riverside
along the vineyard.


I finally reached the mystic riverside
Swimming in cold water  across the banks
I Couldn’t find  any  grapes or a group
Leaving behind  all my  memories
Started my way back to the town
Because I chose  to work for a living
Feeling  the dark reality
lost in the colourful neon lights.

rambling  in and around the town
 observing 
and wondering
 feeling the  dark reality
shining colourful  neon lights
  teens got dilated pupils
beautiful hustlers in fancy red car
peddlers  looking for a  deal
smokers and drunkards all around
 this is a very  plastic world
this is a very  plastic world





seasons (dated-‎10th ‎December, ‎2013)



                          
  Lying in  bed
 Watching the days pass by

 Wrapped in blanket
 Of the natures love.

 Doing nothing  for a while
  am running out of time

  longing to prosper
   in the next season



  strumming my guitar
  Watching the days pass by

   Leaves change color
   in fall  

   Making love
   last winter night

   Rain falls down
    refreshing soul
   

    I wokeup
    in the summer day light

   and  brokeup
   when the spring flowers bloomed.

   Driving throught the pine forest

   watching  the autumn leaves fall


    red and yellow leaves fall



 Smoking in bed
 its dark and snowing  outside

 oh  curly  haired woman
 your false colored  eyes  

 are  glowing  in the cigarette flame



Thursday, June 14, 2012

the state of drishti


The state of dristi is

now blinding your vision.
kept changing viewpoints for
blending with real.
What you found long back
ceased to exist today.
Never observed the day light
Though was watching the world so wide.

What you see becomes unreal

Now you have reached
the state of drishti
Where vision can no more lead your way
This is the state of drishti
But it’s the last thing
That you can ever try.



The beautiful vision rush through the eyes,

fills up your mind and slowly fades away ,
like soft bubbles that float in the air,
you find yourself staring at them blowing away.


The Beautiful vision plays with your mind,

Lives inside of you
You find yourself swimming through the seabed
You find yourself sleeping with the mermaid

Alleviating sufferings through the beauty of drishti

Cogitate to know what they really are
The state of drishti can take you higher
Purify your thoughts
Where vision can no more lead your way
This is the state of drishti
But it’s the last thing
That you can ever try.


The beautiful vision rush through the eyes,

fills up your mind and slowly fades away ,
like soft bubbles that float in the air,
you find yourself staring at them blowing away...

 

Sunday, February 19, 2012

The Tunes of maya.


Walking  past the rhythmic waterfall
I  sat  on the splashy rainbow
am on the magic mountain top
flashbacks of my  life passing by 
encircled by the tunes of  maya
rising with the tunes of maya

It was a gloomy  rainy morning
When  i went up the  soggy green mountain
Awakened  by magical thinking 
 Overhearing levitating yogis
 Who named you  as the fruit of life.
 And who observed the flow of maya.

 

I lost u during the summertime love
Then I came to u when she left me alone.
You made me a happy rolling stone
you showed me flashy sunrise
I never thought of u as bizzare
Unless we were few hours apart
Then I tried  to become myself
but mind was  in the flow of maya
oh  I was listening to the tunes of maya.

Walking  past the rhythmic waterfall
I  sat  on the splashy rainbow
am on the magic mountain top
flashbacks of my  life passing by 
encircled by the tunes of  maya.
rising with the tunes of maya.





Sunday, January 29, 2012

The Mystic Pathway.


The  random paths I chose to  wander,
Leaving me  within  the body I was born.

I know  I no longer matter to the world,
This prompts  me to take a deep look around,
To see  the world that rolls without me,
I  am just a lost spectator in time,
Without a typical movement ahead.

Yes sometimes its easy  to be all alone,
 better to witness  without  response,
Like an invisible  ghost watching you,
Walking through the random paths so long,
I see the colors of the lightened city,
 yells  of the young and alive country,
I meet  the strange  people who passby,
All in groups and some alone,
Lost in their talks and moving on.

I don’t remember the story of  my life,
And still cant solve  the mysteries of  mind,
I  pretend  to have had  a sweet past,
 But never can be a nostalgic man,
 Ignoring  all the vague memories that haunt me,
I prefer to be this  lost spectature.

 I  could see the  tipsy  teen punks in groups,
 besides porsch nightclubs  all ready to date,
I pity the goodlooking  hustlers  waiting along,
to get laid for  living their tangledup life.

The world around you  is an obscure fantasy,
Its  the unique people who make  it  blissful,
I  don’t have anything to lead me on,
Tats when I think  some moments were precious,
The colors in my life were  revolving  around them.

Now  the paths are  just  fading away..
I am not sad but there’s  nothing to cheer me,
This state I live makes me feel empty,
I always believed  life is full of surprises,
But now I find its all repetitions,
World keeps rolling and am a happy spectature..


The nights are longer than ever  before,
I started to dream with open eyes,
This dream I know is never gonna be real,
I  merge in to it  without any hope to fulfil.

I forgot  what are expectations in life,
This routines are gently becoming me,
What I do is no more a plan,
Everything just happens as I get along.

These  random paths I chose to wander,
Leaving me within  the body I was born.