following (dated april 2015)

you are gazing at the night sky

waiting for your broken wings to grow back

to fly away through the clouds

in to your world

but i'll be following you.

every path you've been walking

every fake smile you've been wearing

very lonely life you've been living 

i've been following you.

you have the charm of simplicity

but never makes it easy for me

nothing brings us closer

sometimes i just wonder

and i keep following you.

every day and every night

i've been following you.

on spring, summer, fall and winter

i've been following you.

you will never know how it feels

i've always been worthless

you find pleasure in harmless things

and i've been following you.

you are gazing at the night sky

waiting for your broken wings to grow back

to fly away through the clouds

in to your world

but i'll be following you.

shes a flower child from moon

you are the ocean
the ocean inside a drop
crashing waves of emotion
caressing  your toes 
tides rolling and receding
you watch your dreams roll away.        


oh you zig zag wanderer
looking for an answer
you mountain queen
hiking down the valley of flowers
you little mermaid
skinny dipping in the river
wild and lonely
detached and free

shes a flower child from moon
her world is subtle
her world is miraculous 


you know your fears are drops
drops in the ocean
you watch them  fadeaway
leaving you calm

shes a flower child from moon
oh she is the sunshine
she reflects the moon.




oh you zig zag wanderer
looking for an answer
you mountain queen
hiking down the valley of flowers
you little mermaid
skinny dipping in the river


shes a flower child from moon
her world is subtle
her world is miraculous 
oh she is the sunshine
she reflects the moon.

vicious circle

you were 
cold 
cold and glossy


i crawled 
i crawled in
pale 
pale and disgruntled


together we planned
alone you fought 
victory was ours
deal was closed
your tiresome eyes
my selfish habit
blinded by greed


dropped you                                  
poured bourbon over                                               

Sipped 
Savored
i watched you 
watched you melt
i  watched you meltdown

you were  gone

i felt cheery

i crawled 
i crawled out.

i am on my way
leaving you behind
guilt is growing 
am tangled up
in this circle
a bloody vicious circle

in town (dated - 10th december ,2013)

 rambling  in and around the town

 observing 

and wondering

 feeling the  dark reality

shining colourful  neon lights

  teens got dilated pupils

beautiful hustlers in fancy red car

peddlers  looking for a  deal

smokers and drunkards all around

 this is a very  plastic world

this is a very  plastic world

am tracing my way to the river

With Blooming  large Water lilies

 Wondering  what kept them afloat

The flowers are white in the first night

 Pink in the second

Heavily scented by beetles

my  great grandma was a hippie

and  my granpa  was  a gypsy

lived on the riverside

along the vineyard.

I finally reached the mystic riverside

Swimming in cold water  across the banks

I Couldn’t find  any  grapes or a group

Leaving behind  all my  memories

Started my way back to the town

Because I chose  to work for a living

Feeling  the dark reality

lost in the colourful neon lights.

rambling  in and around the town

 observing 

and wondering

 feeling the  dark reality

shining colourful  neon lights

  teens got dilated pupils

beautiful hustlers in fancy red car

peddlers  looking for a  deal

smokers and drunkards all around

 this is a very  plastic world

this is a very  plastic world

seasons (dated-‎10th ‎December, ‎2013)

                          

  Lying in  bed

 Watching the days pass by

 Wrapped in blanket

 Of the natures love.

 Doing nothing  for a while

  am running out of time

  longing to prosper

   in the next season

  strumming my guitar

  Watching the days pass by

   Leaves change color

   in fall  

   Making love

   last winter night

   Rain falls down

    refreshing soul

   

    I wokeup

    in the summer day light

   and  brokeup

   when the spring flowers bloomed.

   Driving throught the pine forest

   watching  the autumn leaves fall

    red and yellow leaves fall

 Smoking in bed

 its dark and snowing  outside

 oh  curly  haired woman

 your false colored  eyes  

 are  glowing  in the cigarette flame

the state of drishti

The state of dristi is
now blinding your vision.
kept changing viewpoints for
blending with real.
What you found long back
ceased to exist today.
Never observed the day light
Though was watching the world so wide.

What you see becomes unreal
Now you have reached
the state of drishti
Where vision can no more lead your way
This is the state of drishti
But it’s the last thing
That you can ever try.



The beautiful vision rush through the eyes,
fills up your mind and slowly fades away ,
like soft bubbles that float in the air,
you find yourself staring at them blowing away.


The Beautiful vision plays with your mind,
Lives inside of you
You find yourself swimming through the seabed
You find yourself sleeping with the mermaid

Alleviating sufferings through the beauty of drishti
Cogitate to know what they really are
The state of drishti can take you higher
Purify your thoughts
Where vision can no more lead your way
This is the state of drishti
But it’s the last thing
That you can ever try.


The beautiful vision rush through the eyes,
fills up your mind and slowly fades away ,
like soft bubbles that float in the air,
you find yourself staring at them blowing away...

 

The Tunes of maya.

Walking  past the rhythmic waterfall

I  sat  on the splashy rainbow

am on the magic mountain top

flashbacks of my  life passing by 
encircled by the tunes of  maya

rising with the tunes of maya

It was a gloomy  rainy morning

When  i went up the  soggy green mountain

Awakened  by magical thinking 
 Overhearing levitating yogis

 Who named you  as the fruit of life.

 And who observed the flow of maya.

 

I lost u during the summertime love

Then I came to u when she left me alone.

You made me a happy rolling stone

you showed me flashy sunrise

I never thought of u as bizzare

Unless we were few hours apart

Then I tried  to become myself

but mind was  in the flow of maya

oh  I was listening to the tunes of maya.

Walking  past the rhythmic waterfall

I  sat  on the splashy rainbow

am on the magic mountain top

flashbacks of my  life passing by 
encircled by the tunes of  maya.

rising with the tunes of maya.