THE MOUNTAIN GOATS(DATED-APRIL30,2018.)

me (casually) - so darling , u like the mountain 

                 goats ? 

she(seriously) - offcourse , i like the mountain 

                 goats.

                 well, u know they are amazing rock

                 climbers.

                 once i saw a beautiful picture 

                 of two mountain goats watching a 

                 waterfall.

 (excited)       imagine,standing amidst the mountain,

                 watching a waterfall,really close.

   (pause)

                    

 (teasingly)     do u like the mountain goats?

me(surprised)  - well , i dont . 

                 they fight for dominance.

                 these conflicts lead to injury 

                 or even death .

she(teasingly) - so do we.

    me(sad)    -  i remember being chased by male 

                  goats as a kid . 

she (laughs out loud)    

    me (confused)        

 she (smiling) - i thought u love the mountain goats.

                 They write the best lyrics of the 

                 90's.

   (proud)       and the songs are too good to be 

                 forgotten .

  

me (pissedoff) - huh, i feel stupid, i feel cold.

                 so am gonna put on a sweater,going 

                 alone to the sunset tree.

                 u stay away u satanic mesiah!

she (her eyes 

begin to shine

and starts

talking like a  

drama queen )   - oh.  what do i do ? what do i do 

                  here? without you.

                  i will wait for you at the waterfall                          view. 

                  come there and kiss me when the

                  sun sets,darling    

  [NOW THE WIND BEGAN TO BLOW AND

   ALL THE TREES BEGAN TO BEND ]        

vicious circle

i am crawling pale and disgruntled

in this endless vicious circle

 

together we planned but you fought alone

and now victory was ours

 

blinded by greed and my selfish habit

i watched you bleed until you died

 

guilt is growing and am tangled up

in this endless vicious circle

 

life is swirling out of control

so i am waiting to blow up my head

 

a train full of flowers came running through

the shiny rails of rainbow.

I feel home among the stars.

I've been floating in the night sky

millions of light years away

now i feel home 

i feel home among the stars



i am breathing light

love is shining bright 

now i feel home 

i feel home among the stars

following (dated april 2015)

you are gazing at the night sky

waiting for your broken wings to grow back

to fly away through the clouds

in to your world

but i'll be following you.

every path you've been walking

every fake smile you've been wearing

very lonely life you've been living 

i've been following you.

you have the charm of simplicity

but never makes it easy for me

nothing brings us closer

sometimes i just wonder

and i keep following you.

every day and every night

i've been following you.

on spring, summer, fall and winter

i've been following you.

you will never know how it feels

i've always been worthless

you find pleasure in harmless things

and i've been following you.

you are gazing at the night sky

waiting for your broken wings to grow back

to fly away through the clouds

in to your world

but i'll be following you.

shes a flower child from moon

you are the ocean
the ocean inside a drop
crashing waves of emotion
caressing  your toes 
tides rolling and receding
you watch your dreams roll away.        


oh you zig zag wanderer
looking for an answer
you mountain queen
hiking down the valley of flowers
you little mermaid
skinny dipping in the river
wild and lonely
detached and free

shes a flower child from moon
her world is subtle
her world is miraculous 


you know your fears are drops
drops in the ocean
you watch them  fadeaway
leaving you calm

shes a flower child from moon
oh she is the sunshine
she reflects the moon.




oh you zig zag wanderer
looking for an answer
you mountain queen
hiking down the valley of flowers
you little mermaid
skinny dipping in the river


shes a flower child from moon
her world is subtle
her world is miraculous 
oh she is the sunshine
she reflects the moon.

vicious circle

you were 
cold 
cold and glossy


i crawled 
i crawled in
pale 
pale and disgruntled


together we planned
alone you fought 
victory was ours
deal was closed
your tiresome eyes
my selfish habit
blinded by greed


dropped you                                  
poured bourbon over                                               

Sipped 
Savored
i watched you 
watched you melt
i  watched you meltdown

you were  gone

i felt cheery

i crawled 
i crawled out.

i am on my way
leaving you behind
guilt is growing 
am tangled up
in this circle
a bloody vicious circle

in town (dated - 10th december ,2013)

 rambling  in and around the town

 observing 

and wondering

 feeling the  dark reality

shining colourful  neon lights

  teens got dilated pupils

beautiful hustlers in fancy red car

peddlers  looking for a  deal

smokers and drunkards all around

 this is a very  plastic world

this is a very  plastic world

am tracing my way to the river

With Blooming  large Water lilies

 Wondering  what kept them afloat

The flowers are white in the first night

 Pink in the second

Heavily scented by beetles

my  great grandma was a hippie

and  my granpa  was  a gypsy

lived on the riverside

along the vineyard.

I finally reached the mystic riverside

Swimming in cold water  across the banks

I Couldn’t find  any  grapes or a group

Leaving behind  all my  memories

Started my way back to the town

Because I chose  to work for a living

Feeling  the dark reality

lost in the colourful neon lights.

rambling  in and around the town

 observing 

and wondering

 feeling the  dark reality

shining colourful  neon lights

  teens got dilated pupils

beautiful hustlers in fancy red car

peddlers  looking for a  deal

smokers and drunkards all around

 this is a very  plastic world

this is a very  plastic world